I HATE THAT I MISS YOU

**I HATE THAT I MISS YOU**

**Verse 1**
I still talk to you in my head at night,
Like you never left, like you’re still mine,
It’s quiet here but my mind is loud,
You’re gone but you’re still around.

I fake “I’m good” when they ask me how,
But they don’t see what I’m feeling now,
Smiling outside, but I’m breaking slow,
Trying to let you go.

**Pre-Chorus**
I delete your name then write it again,
I swear I’m healing but it never ends,
You’re in my silence, you’re in my pain,
You’re in everything I can’t explain.

**Chorus**
I hate that I miss you,
Like you still belong in my arms,
I hate that I need you,
Even though you were my harm.

I should be free, I should be fine,
But you still live inside my mind,
And I hate that I miss you,
Even when I know you’re gone.

**Verse 2**
 (Rap – Kid Ink inspired)**
Yeah, I try to act like I’m cool with it,
But your memory still got me stuck in it,
Late nights, city lights, I’m cruising slow,
But everywhere I go, you the only one I know.

Seen your face in a crowd, thought it was you,
Heart dropped for a second, then I knew the truth,
I been moving on but it don’t feel right,
‘Cause nobody hit the same in the middle of the night.

I smile outside but it’s fake though,
Still replaying everything we let go,
I say I’m good, but that’s a lie I wear,
‘Cause half of me still thinks you’re there.

If I could hit rewind on what we had,
I’d take back every moment going bad,
But I’m stuck in this loop I can’t undo,
And I hate that I still think of you.


**Bridge**
If I could rewrite what we became,
I’d erase every drop of pain,
But some love don’t leave clean,
It just stays between.

**Final Chorus**
I hate that I miss you,
Even when I tell myself don’t,
I hate that I need you,
When I know I won’t.

I should move on, I should be strong,
But I’ve been broken too long,
And I hate that I miss you…
But I still do.