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Dirty Inside
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Artist:Matt2021_A
Duration:4:51
Tags:Electro-industrial trauma pop,Darkwave EBM,noise rock,and 90s grunge damage. 98 BPM. Hard mechanical kick,gated snare,distorted bass sequence,metallic percussion,broken-glass synths,filthy guitar feedback,blown-out chorus guitar,tape hiss,clipped breath samples,old-web static,and sudden dead-air drops. Female vocal,young,wounded,ashamed,angry,and confused. Verses should feel close and numb. Choruses should crack open with disgust,need,and rage. Not seductive. Not pretty. Not romantic.
[Intro] Look at me Don’t look at me Tell me I’m beautiful I can’t hear it [Verse 1] Dirty inside I’m tearing at my eyes Tearing at my face Tear my body And don’t look at me I can’t hear you Telling me I’m beautiful I won’t hear you Telling me I’m beautiful [Pre-Chorus] Dirty inside Filthy inside Bad inside Foolish inside Dirty inside Filthy inside Bad inside Foolish inside [Chorus] Touch me Touch me Touch me Why do I want this Touch me Touch me Touch me Why does it feel wrong Want me Need me See me Don’t call me beautiful I can’t hear beautiful Without hearing dirty inside [Verse 2] I have a body That wants to be wanted I have a mouth That wants to say yes I have a mirror That turns into judgment I have a hunger That feels like a test Pretty feels dirty Desire feels bad Wanting feels foolish Like something I had Before it was broken Before it was named Before normal feelings Started feeling like shame [Pre-Chorus] Dirty inside Filthy inside Bad inside Foolish inside Dirty inside Filthy inside Bad inside Foolish inside [Chorus] Touch me Touch me Touch me Why do I want this Touch me Touch me Touch me Why does it feel wrong Want me Need me See me Don’t call me beautiful I can’t hear beautiful Without hearing dirty inside [Bridge] Self destruct Tear apart Self destruct Tear apart Break it Break it It is not for me Break it Break it Throw it away [Breakdown] This body wants This body hates This body asks This body breaks This body burns This body lies This body looks back With someone else’s eyes [Final Chorus] Touch me Touch me Touch me Why do I want this Touch me Touch me Touch me Why does it feel wrong Want me Need me See me Don’t call me beautiful I can’t hear beautiful Without hearing dirty inside Touch me Touch me Touch me Feeling dirty again Touch me Touch me Touch me Feeling dirty again [Outro] Dirty inside Filthy inside Bad inside Foolish inside I can’t hear you I won’t hear you Telling me I’m beautiful Dirty inside